A flat grey day spitting pellets
of dry snow. The news tells me
our elected representativesare debating how many young
soldiers to sacrifice, personally,
to politics; and that we haveperhaps a decade to decide
between economic prosperity
and survival. Here in MontanaFebruary can't decide to be
spring, or winter. Snow where
there should be sun; sun wherethere should be snow. I went
to the doctor today. I use the local
women's clinic because the personalis political. They buzzed me through
the barred gate into this medical fortress
built on the bombed-out ashesof the last one. I was weighed
and measured; prodded and listened to
(the political is personal); cautionedagainst my three-cigarette-a-day habit;
then passed to a young nurse for
the bloodletting. After three slowand painful tries, he sent me home.
My friend went to the dentist today.
They shot her full of Novocaine, againand again, until her lips were so numb
she could not speak, but still she felt
the pain. They sent her home.I could have told them: there are not
enough drugs in the world for this pain,
and you can't get blood from a stone.
Sorry, not exactly a Valentine poem -- but then, there are all kinds of love poems...
Now there is an image for you, " Lips so numb she could not speak, and still felt the pain"
I just read this text on bebop that talked about the pain and outrage so many of those musicians felt. There was a whistling past the grave yard optimism that was so much a part of the days that gave birth to that music.
Seems like that old love song still plays; "Good Morning Heartache, what's new."
Posted by: Ken | 17 February 2007 at 11:25 PM